This is one of the cupcake displays from today! I thought it looked so pretty! 

Today, I went to an online bakery launch party with my mom, my sister, and my sister’s friend Morgan. The owner is the daughter of my mom’s best friend. The cupcakes that she baked for everyone to try were all so GOOD! She didn’t have all the flavors that she would be offering but oh my god, if she did I would be 5,000 pounds heavier and in a sugar coma. The cupcake pictured above a Cinnamon Cake cupcake. It wasn’t my favorite but it’s the one I thought looked the prettiest. My favorites would be the Dulce de Leche and the Vanilla Love Affair. She even has two alcohol cupcakes! One had Jack Daniels and the other had Patron in it. My sister and her friend said they could taste the alcohol but I didn’t get to try one. I also tried champagne today at the party (my mom was there, so don’t flip out) and honestly, it was gross. I don’t think I will ever like alcohol because I once tried vodka and I also thought it was gross. I’ll just stick to being a goody two shoes. I think I’ll post more photos I took of the event! 

I’m also watch the MTV Movie Awards. If you follow my photoblog, you know I’m absolutely obsessed with Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson so I’m so happy they won Best Kiss again even though Rob wasn’t there to accept it with Kristen. /sadlyfe

Another note: I think this is my favorite picture I have ever taken. That is all. 

*this is going to be a long, very personal post*

I just had myself a ten minute cry, including door slamming and petting my dog until her jumped off of me and sat next to me. 

Here’s back story.

Last November, I started dating a guy who I had know since we were little. Everything was absolutely great since we had started legit talking during the summer. The first couple weeks we were dating was great until suddenly he wouldn’t text me at all for weeks and when we would see each other it would also be awkward. On Christmas day we exchanged gifts and such but it was still awkward. I went away for New Years and I realized this wasn’t going to work out because if he wasn’t going to put the same amount of effort I was putting into our relationship, then why should I try so hard? I texted him saying I think we should break up just to see his reaction and all he said was okay. I replied with “That’s all?” then he asked why so I literally wrote him maybe 2 paragraphs on why and he replied with a sentence fragment basically. We didn’t talk for two months then we starting talking again after he apologized and then about four weeks ago I kissed him (the idiot I am) thinking we were going to be all good again but then he ignored me. I hadn’t seen him since I kissed him but he texted me Friday and we were talking for a good two hours maybe before he stopped replying so I went on Twitter and I tweeted “Or don’t text back, that’s cool too.” which is what I usually say when people don’t text back but then about two minutes later, he tweeted “I’m not texting you back #getalife. I’m talking to someone new. #experimenting”. That broke my heart so badly that someone can just bluntly say something like that. I saw him today and he continued to ignore me. I said I was fine and that I no longer care but it’s not that easy. I feel so stupid for thinking he cared about me. 

Then today I went to an online bakery launch party with my mom, my sister, and my sister’s friend. ( I’ll post pictures tonight or tomorrow because I don’t have my SD card right now). My mom has been on my back since she found out I got a few bad grades in Geometry (mind you, I’m not failing the class). All she ever does is yell at me and I’ve been pretty fed up with it. When we got home, I was carrying both the cupcakes I took and my mom’s and mine fell on the ground. I had my phone in my other hand and I was trying to balance the cupcakes because I didn’t have pockets. My mom instantly yelled at me and I told her to just stop because I had had enough. I locked myself in the bathroom because I just can’t take it anymore.

I’m already stressed with studying for final exams, this whole boy problem, and my mom just being on my back. I’m just so done with everything and I don’t know what to do. 

My new cheetah print infinity scarf! I swear my mom practically lives in Marshalls. If you haven’t been to Marshalls, you are definitely missing out! Basically, it’s a store that sells popular brands at discounted prices, which is why I love it so much. You can look good without making your wallet look bad! The scarf was only fifteen dollars and I can’t wait to pair it with white v-necks for the summer and long sleeved asymmetrical tops in the winter. It’s so versatile! I’m probably going to spend the rest of my Saturday watching TV and outlining my notes for my final exams. Hope everyone has a good Saturday! 

I got this Juicy Couture bikini top for EIGHT DOLLARS at Marshalls last summer! It was marked as a bra but after looking at the tag, I found out it was a bikini top! I was super excited because Juicy Couture is my favorite brand! Finals start next Friday but I don’t have to go the first day since I’m exempt from that exam so yay! I’m going to be studying my butt off for Biology and Geometry though, so wish me luck! I hope everyone had a good Friday!

My new favorite brand! They sell amazing, nicely priced clothing that I actually like! And they (mostly) come in one size! The slouchy look is really in right now and i love tying a long tank top on the side or tucking in the front. The model in the photo is wearing the tank top I’m asking my mom to order along with two skull bracelet (one is $8 and one is $5. HOW GREAT.) If you want to visit the website, it’s brandymelvilleusa.com! I think I’m going to start doing Monday Favorites. We’ll see. :)